Someday we'll know.

“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.

When we were ten, they asked again and we answered – rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how ’bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy ’cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

Sometimes I still miss you.

seeking for something I don't even know

und dann sitze ich hier, close to tears.
eine innere traurigkeit, ein nicht-angekommen-sein, longing for something I can't describe.
wo bist du? who am I?
das alleine-sein geniessen, but still alone.
ich warte. is there something more?

How can I begin anything new with all of yesterday in me?

Does she love you like I used to love you?

Be courageous.

I wish I had the courage not to fight and doubt everything…
I wish, just once, I could say,
‘This. This is good enough. Just because I choose it.’

— Chuck Palahniuk, Choke

We had the right love at the wrong time.

Ich hab manchmal Heimweh. Ich weiss nur nicht wonach.

What would you do if you weren't afraid?

we were much too young to love each other this way

there's a girl in my mirror, I wonder who she is

if I could I would tell her not to be afraid.

this loneliness will fade.

love will find you like before.

do you remember me like I remember you?

dreaming every night..

“I don’t know you. The only thing I know about you is, you’re reading this. I don’t know if you’re happy or not; I don’t know whether you’re young or not. I sort of hope you’re young and sad. If you’re old and happy, I can imagine that you’ll smile to yourself when you hear me going, he broke my heart. You’ll remember someone who broke your heart, and you’ll think to yourself, Oh yes, I remember how that feels. But you can’t, you smug old git. Oh you’ll remember feeling sort of pleasantly sad. You might remember listening to music and eating chocolates in your room, or walking along the embankment on your own, wrapped up in a winter coat and feeling lonely and brave. But can you remember how with every mouthful of food it felt like you were biting into your own stomach? Can you remember the taste of red wine as it came back up and into the toilet bowl? Can you remember dreaming every night that you were still together, that he was talking to you gently and touching you, so that every morning when you woke up you had to go through it all over again?”

- Nick Hornby -

and as you move on..

remember me

remember us

and all we used to be

Fragen über Fragen

1. Welches Buch hat dich am meisten geprägt?
- Brief an ein nie geborenes Kind - Oriana Fallaci
2. Hast du ein ganz besonderes Lieblingsgefühl? Wenn ja, beschreibe es.
- Das Gefühl, egal was passiert, von meiner Familie geliebt und getragen zu werden.
3. Dein Lieblingsblog?
- http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/
4. Was wolltest du als Kind einmal werden?
- Komissarin, Löwenbändigerin im Zirkus
5. Wie stellst du dir die Welt in fünfhundert Jahren/in der Zukunft vor?
- unpersönlich
6. Wenn du es dir aussuchen könnntest - zu welcher Zeit hättest du dann am Liebsten gelebt?
- Romantik <3
7. Welcher Filmcharakter wärst du am Liebsten - und wieso?
- Amélie von "Die fabelhafte Welt von Amélie Poulin", die Welt aus einer komplett anderen, und so faszinierenden Sicht zu sehen, ist Gold wert.
8. Gibt es etwas, das dich immer wieder traurig macht?
- Freunde, auf die man sich dann doch nicht verlassen kann.
9. Dein Lieblingsinstrument?
- Klavier, wenn es mir jemand vorspielt, da könnte ich dahinschmelzen!
10. Gibt es etwas, das du schon immer zu jemandem sagen wolltest?
- Ich bin meistens fast zu direkt, und sage im Moment, was ich denke..

January, 18th

This was my birthday.
Thank you everyone!

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2012

2011.

I've laughed.
I've dreamed.
I've cried.
A lot.
I've smiled.
I've discussed.
I've loved.
Also a lot.
I've been happy.
I've been sad.
I've eaten and drunk too much.
But I've enjoyed it.
I've danced through nights and nights.
I've been busy and bored.
I've thought too much.
As always.
I've been crying me to sleep.
I've been laughing out loud about silly things.
I've met so many new friends.
I've said goodbye to others.
I've changed old habits and found new one's.
I've been lonely.
I've been loved.
That was 2011.

2012.
Hope this will be the year I've been waiting for.

Weitergehen

Nein ich hab noch nicht aufgegeben
Nein ich hab noch nicht aufgehört hinzusehen
Nein ich hab noch nicht aufgehört zu träumen
wie der Wind sich auch dreht einfach weitergehen